Showing posts with label pain. Show all posts
Showing posts with label pain. Show all posts

Friday, October 25, 2013

Longings and Loathings - Chapter 12

She felt herself hit the ground hard, she tried to stand but she was quickly overpowered by her attackers.
She felt the moment her skirt was violently ripped apart and the weight over her sore legs.
Her knees burned from the injuries caused by the several falls from her attempts of escape. Sweat prickled all over her skin and glued her thin shirt to her body.
She felt the burning tears escape from her eyes but held any sound possible, any sign of her pain only made them laugh harder, hit her body harder and be even more exquisite on the tortures they decided to inflict.

Her panties followed the skirt, making her groan from its ripping. She prepared herself to become numb, to hide somehow inside her own mind and be absent from what she knew was sure to follow.
She heard them argue about who would be the first and waited.

One of them pushed two fingers inside her vagina and said something that caused the other to laugh, but she no longer heard the words, she was slowly evading, going to a place where no one could hurt her but then she felt the grip on her long hair and sting of pain it caused, making her unable to hold a sound of pain to escape her throat.

It was their go sign...

They repositioned themselves and while one stood over her preparing to enter her from behind, the other moved to stand in front of her. The smell of dirty cock and urine caused her to gag provoking only more enjoyment to her attackers.

"Eat it bitch. If you bite it, I'll kill you."

She opened her mouth and tried to hold the gagging effect the smell provoked her while he shoved his cock down her throat. She barely moved, simply held her mouth open and tried to control her breathing. He thrusted and thrusted while tears kept running down her face.
The other attacker didn't take long to want his share and forced himself inside her ass with a violence she was sure something must have ripped inside of her.

All she felt now was pain, shame and hate.

It was the hate that kept her awake, that kept her enduring the violation of her body and the small hope and desire of revenge if it was ever in her reach in the future, if she survived, if she was still able to pick out the pieces of her that were being torn, if she ever was able to become herself once again.

Monday, May 20, 2013

Bits and Pieces - Hollow

Here I am again
Starting to freeze again
The warmth is slowly evading and I can't complain

My light is burning low
The fuel of my soul running low
How I wish I knew it would escape so slow

No more pain and no more joy
I no longer feel like a toy
No longer a puppet for the world to enjoy

I feel the void creeping over me
I am no longer a slave to that cruel destiny
I was cut loose from the trap you laid for me
No more illusions, no more fantasy

I felt it burn as I turned blue
Burned by the ice, it felt so untrue
Just like a lit cigarette stepped under your shoe

I tried so hard to never come undone
But I looked around and waited for anyone
To take my hand and show me someone

Desire and lust only left me numb
Hollow and shallow, deaf-and-dumb
Just an addiction to any breadcrumb


I feel the void creeping over me
I am no longer a slave to that cruel destiny
I was cut loose from the trap you laid for me
No more illusions, no more fantasy

The emptiness is my protection
I am tired of all the aggression
I know I can't take possession
Of the answer to my silly question...

Can you see me in the shadow?


I feel the void creeping over me
I am no longer a slave to that cruel destiny
I was cut loose from the trap you laid for me
No more illusions, no more fantasy
No more illusions, no more fantasy...
No more fantasy...